Is this forever?!

18 days left and it feels like it is never going to happen. We are in the home stretch and I know that it can technically happen any day now, but it doesn't seem likely. Contractions have picked up a bit, but no other signs of labor have shown up.

I get checked for dilation on Wednesday and that will either make me more positive, or more pessimistic. I am hoping for some good news. I need something to keep me going these last 18 +/- days.

And just when I think I won't be able to go another day, my little man starts going crazy in my belly. I will miss having him all to myself, but getting to look into his little eyes and tell him how much I love him will be the most amazing feeling in the world.

I'm going to be a mom!